I just really want to text you and ask you how your day has been going and tell you things that excite me.
I don’t even want to have any human physical or emotional contact with anyone but you right now.
There’s a fine blurred line between being able to successfully conceal your fragility with tough love, and simply pushing people away due to lack of affection.
I’m my weakest when the lights go off and I try to sleep. So I just stay awake and keep myself busy until my body is physically incapable of withstanding that kind of consumption of energy instead.